hehehe I decided this is a time for coming clean....revelations....truth! Plus I liked how Annie shared her picture too!!!

That picture was cropped/tweaked a bit by a friend a few years ago. It was taken originally of me and my gramp in 2000 on the occasion of his 90th birthday party in a nursing home, where he spent the last 7 years of his life, overcome by Parkinson's disease.

I pray one day soon stem cell research will provide for much valuable assistance so that others like my gramp, and Michael J. Fox can have hope to recover from this disease which disables people so very much, young and old.

My gramp said something rather profound to me that day, which turned out to be his last birthday. He and I were by ourselves and I asked him how it felt to be 90 years old. He turned to me with a puzzled look and he asked me, most sincerely, "Why have I lived this long?" I believe I answered him "Because we all love you and God wanted you to be here this long." He seemed to accept that. My gramp was never a churchgoer, he loved to put down anybody different from him, whether it was Jews, or Christians, or Indians (and he HAD Indian blood in him!), he made fun of everybody equally. He would tell us kids dirty jokes when we were real little, much to my grandmother's disgust and dismay, she'd scold him, "Harold!" and gramp and us kids would laugh so much, he'd let us feel like little grown-ups, privvy to things adults usually kept to themselves. He had such a good sense of humor! He liked to raise beagles for hunting dogs, and they went rabbit hunting, him and his buddies. Two days after he passed in the summer of 2000.....I saw for the first time in my life....a rabbit cross the road in front of me on my way to work, near a Christmas Tree farm. All the rabbits he'd hunted wild were in his youth, by the time I was a kid growing up in the late '60s early 70s they had to bring in rabbits on a "trial ground" to use their beagles the way they were bred. So when I saw that rabbit in "the wild" crossing the road in front of me.....I KNEW....I knew.....it was a sign from my Gramp, saying he made it thru the veil just fine and dandy, he was a-okay and in his happy hunting grounds in Heaven.

My gramp appeared to me in the clouds around a month after his death, and then I saw my spirit soulmate and angel Peter & Gabriel, then Jesus & Mary, and a whole host of animal totems, and finally Merlin who morphed into St. Germaine.....who handed me the Sword of Love....which I have with me etherically. But my gramp....started that cloud vision forming for all of them!

I love you gramp. And gram! I miss you both a lot. And all my relations...God bless you all!!!

Love,
Barb

p.s. Hey Korina, you are so good at making me feel awesome, I love you!!! And you are funny, too. And I love your vibes, too. hehe Beulah is actually my mother in law's nickname!!! LOL!!! And I never saw Gone With The Wind, can you believe that? So much I want to do, when I have all the time in the world!!!!



Edited 1 time by Barb Mtn Wolf May 23 08 10:41 AM.